There is always more to life than it appears to be… Those were the words that my grandmother said to me when I was in my teenage years. Deep in my heart I knew she spoke the truth. Rather than accepting her invitation to start the sacred way of learning about the ancient wisdom, I chose not to, simply, because of fear and being labeled as “different”. I grew up in a culture were the ancient ways of living were “tabu” for a long time, and my family members lived and practised it in secret. Later on in life, after her death, I asked my father about my faith: he looked at me silently, and then said: ” I will say nothing. When the time will be right, you will get there.”

And…, of course, I did.

My awakening took me on a very twisted path- full of devastation, loses, challenges, and all sorrow that could happen to a young human being who tried to figure out life, and why it unfolds in this particular way… The answer I got came quite late, but I knew for sure- it was the right one- I have always felt that there is a profound support from above and bellow, that enabled me to rise above all the challenges, and to become who I am now- forgiving, loving, healing human being…

A couple of years ago, in one of my visions, I had an encounter with a medicine man from American Native tribe. He took me to one of the caves where we both sat at the fire. He looked at me and said:” Patience, you are almost there. Practice patience and silence. Connect to Earth mother and the natural environment. Feel and see yourself as one with all relations. You will be called when the time is ripe.” Since that day everything changed…

It happened last spring. I was browsing through the Facebook pages, and here it was- an advertisement about Zennergi and the Healing programme where the workshops were given by experienced world wide respected and known Shamans like Chief Dancing Thunder, Elliot Rivera, Bulgan and Ahamkara. Without even given a thought I signed in, for I remembered the words of an American native medicine man:” You will be called when the time is ripe.”

These sacred knowledge and wisdom keepers gave me all that I was looking for, and ever desired- the ways to rediscover, layer after layer, my true authentic me; it encouraged and taught me how to re-member my true Universal and Earthly origins; Now I can look at all that is with my eyes wide open, my heart being at peace and harmony, and most of all, being sincerely happy with myself, and the task I was given since my birth.

Before I put the final stop to my story I want to express my biggest gratitude to Eva, Michael and Michael’s mother. Thanks to them I felt like,finally, being home. They are the most humble and sincere hosts I have ever met. ”

Thank you all. You make my soul smile.